I have really been struggling with the
word “last” as of late. Whether it's my last time going
somewhere, my last time seeing a friend, or even my last time eating
my favourite meal for lunch at school. This way of thinking was
really bringing me down, and ultimately hindering my ability to whole-heartedly embrace my final days here. I opened up to Jade about
how I was feeling and she said something that really opened my eyes.
She said “Yes goodbyes are hard and it is sad, but just think, you
have people and things here to miss.” And that is pretty
incredible. I have made friends that I am going to hold dearly in my
heart. I have relationships that have challenged and shaped me, I
have memories with incredible people that will last a lifetime. I
have grown closer to Christ, and come to understand His love and
grace in a new way. Rather then looking at all of my “lasts” with
a heavy heart (which, if I'm being honest, I still do more then I
should) I can look at them with a heart full of gratitude and love. I
look back over these 6 months and see nothing but love. Challenges?
Yes. Difficult times? Oh yea. But love covers them all. Thankfulness
covers them all. Jesus was working in it all.
On Saturday February 11th
the Kenyamanyara's and I leave Mwanza and head to Dar es Salaam. I
will spend a few days there, and fly out (all by myself!) for Canada
on Tuesday February 14th, arriving in Toronto that
night. Prayers for our travels would be appreciated! This will also
be my first time travelling solo- I'm a big girl now!
Well folks, in a mere 6 days I will be
back on Canadian soul. It's crazy to think that I arrived 6 months
ago, completely unaware of how incredible the next 6 months would be,
and how hard it would be to one day leave. Your continued support,
love, and prayers have meant the world to me, and I am so thankful.
Lots of love,
Emily
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